I'm back after a few years.
I've felt lost for the last several years.
I think it really started when I got pregnant with Jace.
Which was a over 6 years ago.
I don't know why,
that's just the way it is.
I want to do something unique.
The only thing is I can't think of anything unique to do.
So for now I thought I'd do a picture and paragraph a day of me for a year
so I can see how or if I think I've changed any
over the next year.
Why am I doing this you might ask???
Maybe because I'm kinda lonely, lost, want to make changes in myself, don't like the people that read my other blog to know that I'm a totally self pitying type of person.
So, here's my picture from yesterday.
I took this picture right after the guy came and locked our propane tanks because we haven't had the money to pay the bill of $468.00. Not having propane means no heat, no hot water and no oven. We went 7 weeks last spring without propane because of the landlords screw up and I really don't want to go through that again.
The man was really nice and let me post date a check until Friday.
oops! there went the rent money.
What's a girl to do????
That's why I have the ugh face.
Tomorrow will be better though.